Minuet [entries|friends|calendar] Gracie For You gave everything - by grace and love was my salvation and freedom obtained. But oh, what a sacrifice... The greatest love story of any time. [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

leaving LJ [07 Sep 2004|07:45pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Free to Dance - Hillsong ] This is unbelievable... I never thought it would happen. :x I always dreamed of having an LJ, always dreamed of having amazing friends like you... but nowadays, I've found that... LJ has become such a hassle. I've been living my life offline, and trying to update regularly, reading all of your entries (though I did love doing that, because I care about all of you... a lot). And even then, I rarely commented. It's getting so hard, and as school starts, it's only going to get harder. This is such a difficult decision, and I'm afraid of making it - keeping it. I don't know... This is tearing my heart apart and bringing streams of tears down from my eyes. I don't know... I just don't know. But it's all become so stressful. I am all right, just... so stressed. And I think this will be better... I know some of you, after the announcement about HP, did distance yourselves from me, consciously or unconciously. And even still, it's something I can understand. This... I don't know. Wow... I love you so much. I wish you the best of everything. And who knows? Maybe, in a few years, if I can balance everything better, I'll be back. Not that you'll miss me, but... I'll miss you. A lot. So, so much. Some of you were like older sisters to me... all of you were like brothers and sisters to me. And I know this is long, and it will take a while to finish... but... a final note for all of you. If a username isn't on the list, it's because you've stopped using your journal, and it's been inactive for a year or longer, though I never defriended you... just because you are my friends, and I love you. ( find your username here... please read. ) And to all of you... thank you so much for sticking with me. It must have been hard, especially since there's probably a lot of controversy about me now - I've been defriended by a few people, and that's understandable. But thank you, for sticking with me and being true friends. And that I'm leaving is not because I have fear of facing up to whatever anyone might be saying about me... but stress and concern. I do hope you understand... I'm going to miss you all, so, so much. And I love you in a way I can't understand nor express. If you want to stay in touch... I'd love it if you e-mailed me at seagapo [ at ] gmail.com. If you don't, though... I'll understand. I love you... ♥ I guess this is goodbye... 35 songs| sing

Jesus is eternal love. [11 Aug 2004|02:26am] [ mood | accomplished, tired, happy ] [ music | Thank You for the Blood - Matt Redman ] So, Erica (caedas) and I were talking about how we wanted to spread the Good News. Then, she came up with the very spiffy idea of making a COLORBAR. We came up with the images to be used for each box, and then I did red-yellow and she did green-purple. She then brightened my part, since I (of course) am horrible. :) I then became the coder, though we should all inform caedas that her coding is great, too! ;P Anyway... the point? ( A COLORBAR. ) 10 songs| sing

Friends-Only [22 Dec 2003|11:53pm] EDIT 8/16/04_ It's not impossible, yet, but it's becoming very difficult to keep up with all of the entries and comment as much as I used to. =\ Therefore, for now, no new requests will be accepted. However, if you comment, then I will consider you once I decide to open friends requests. Thank you. ( I will probably add you back... ) 36 songs| sing

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